Self Objectifying

The instant thought of "let me do this for them to like me" Send a pic of yourself. leading to a cute face pic then a porno body pic all to feel an ounce of love but up above you know it isn't right guys are like Cinderella once it's midnight their "freak" or "demon time" transforms into something that was once used as a loving view now the view is on you scared they'll leave because your detachment from your father left you with daddy issues don't deny and don't you dare cry I did this I self objectified for an ounce of love I did this so they can feel proud I have to stop but it's hard "all for someone to like me "I said but every time I do it I always cry in my bed A rare sight they see but not the sight they see in our mind not the intelligence or awareness of time but how "Bad" "Hot" "Sexy" you are,so they can bang your.. no our self objectifying minds I'm sorry but don't let them see your beautiful temple if they can't read between the lines