self Injured/destroyed

I have a scar on my heart Not to deep, not to wide Not at centre but at a side Not by a stranger but by the one who was standing beside Life was a game i was told So i played to reach the goal I won , and it was a step towards victory But with a fatal injury I reach to a great height A beautiful and long peak Where nobody could reach But When i look beside for someone to rely I didn't find anyone and only thing i could do was cry I won the game but by defeating the ones i loved Now i thought for a while I can have a peaceful mind and maybe i can smile But it didn't appear And i fear Maybe i destroyed my life And my loved ones just for my career _cherry blossom