Self, I

In this breathing book of non fiction I try so hard to say goodbye to all of my self affliction. Miserable dreams in digital, I contrast the colors and turn up the audio. Conflicting emotions I have, there to Overflowing, like a clogged sink- I continue to sink ... deeper into depression's hibernation. A coma/sleep with low self esteem. Outside, the sun and warmth creates tears I silently weep. All this for a fragile, meaningless life; I barely try to keep ...