self destruct

I peel I tear I rip my skin for this feeling of self hatred deep within shakes and wiggles inside my bones I want it out I want it gone so I crack and break my bones hoping that this feeling will go for I gave it up willingly I gave it away for free all the last broken bits of me and he excepted this pile of broken bits and I'm putting the broken pieces in places they do t fit oh I gave it up so easily I gave him what was left of me in hopes for a bit of sanity