Seeking This

Where Am I Upon this time Middle of the night bliss Shall I miss What is meant for me To seek the way For peace to come Not knowing, nor needing Here upon this time, disaster to plaster Up to cloud nine Does this define why its time To break To be free Of this chaos of the deeds Destined for me Conquering nafs Here there everywhere What is it meant to be Well full of this insanity I scream so loudly Only to be so silently What is it? Shall I reap my deeds Trekking in this path to come Striving against the disaster Wanting peace Seeking serenity Let me breath Upon this time of insanity I truly need The noor So seek it Always For the Peace