Seeking Solace

I have a family of my own, Yet in their midst, I feel alone. Disappointment’s what I bring, To both my families, it does sting. Is it okay to say I’ll leave, If it brings peace, if it relieves? I’m tired of feeling like a failure, From youth to now, a constant sailor. How can I change when all around, Say I’m lost, nowhere bound? I don’t know what to do anymore, Thinking of leaving, closing the door. Not to stay somewhere, but to cease, To find in nothingness, release. To give everyone some peace.