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Swallowing fear Hoping to comprehend The terror within the heart As The whispers come so silently within the mind As they scream so loudly Why must this be this way Stuck in the insanity of the abyss Lost within the mist But a beacon of light comes That is peace of the heart The soul that bears reckoning From what is this light As it comes knocking on door Wanting to consume the darkness To bring hope to the mind Has the solitude brings despair And who shall surely care That shall be self Self-love is needed But I am defeated So the light that I reckon Will come to me Even within this insanity Wanting, needing, something that is right Within this light I shall deem what is right To not disappoint To break free From this chaotic insanity So I plea and plea With the Lord Almighty And that is light in itself That is life But a test without a struggle is nothing To strive on To conquer the darkness and to embrace the light Perhaps that is what is needed Within this chaotic world of insanity