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life is thin like an emty tin how could i be so dumb and act so blum i screwed it up once again its the same over and over and yet i am coverd blood is poisend and my haert keep raseing how can i say sorry i am worryed i am done killing you inside and i am done to decide sorry is what i say over and over but still i am doing you wrong brakeing your haert and takeing your heat i am sorry my love i really love you you are my life how could i stop doing this be a man and breath an pray on this God our hevenly fhather i need help i struggle to be the best husband and father i struggle theres nou happyness in this house any more because of me i seek help from the God thats not mocked and the holyspirit pray in Gods name Amen belive in God and he will help you like you should help others in a fir there is light and in the light its bright