see the sea, creat the sea

When the sea is rough, life is swallowing us, When the sea is calm we will smile at life in the mirror, How is it that I am by the stormy calm sea and by the gray and dark blue sky? Oh, I’m tired of the contradictions of life. From the contradictions of the inner sea and the outer sea The inner sky and the outer sky, My inner world and my outer world... How is this contradictory internal and external that we are caught in?  Someone said I imprisoned myself in the inner world, someone else said I imprisoned myself in the outer world.  But someone said only see the sea and build the sea.  Discover the outer sea, create the inner sea.