secrets behind her scars

the nights were cold but she felt colder as she cried she was numb had panic attacks at night her heartbeat sky rocketed whenever she was mentioned the girl who once had mental peace now has only stress and tension she had her scars on her hand that she drew every night and a diary that she kept secret away from people's sight she hardly got offended tried to be chill and cool type she hid her tears around everyone cuz she had no one to wipe