Second.

I always wondered Did you ever really cared about me Cared about me like You cared for "them" Always treated me differently Like I was the outcast Maybe because you didn't like me Or maybe you are scared.. Scared that I'm gonna End up like you You were always scared from the beginning Scared that I will follow your footsteps Is that why you treat me different? Or maybe I'm just not "them" All these things running in my head Running in circles I played your stupid games I followed the rules So tell me why you don't care about me.. What's so special about "them" I was here first.. I always been first Yet, it was always "them" you chose I might been first.. But I'll always be second in your eyes.