Searching

as I walk ever far ever near to find waht I hope is dear to me but how do I know waht my heat feels dear when I'm just standing there in the blinding light like a dear. looking for something looking for anything, lost in a search for something I have not lost yet never found to this search I'm bound. swimming in an empty sea dry of waves the sound a single drop makes my heart craves. climing through a clouded mind only trying to reach my light. but oh so my heart bleeds, it bleeds to love and oh so my mind it clouds, it clouds to let me see a new sun so let me be lost because waht is never lost can never be found. so I stand here beneath the rain realising that my time has not been in vain, though my paths have not brought me gain, light above to stormy clouds sets my gaze upon a brand new lane. because if I search before go out to look and I look only and do not trust the only thing that have found that I have searched and never found so I close my eyes and take a step, so comes the light thorugh the storm, and so the sea dry of waves now now filled live with live the drops I feel, I feel to be real so here I stand with open eyes gazing open the stars I have still to pass.