Searching

searching for who I use to be before LOVE got a hold of me before it changed the way I walked, the way I dressed and the way i wore my hair before it changed my innocence into doubt and mistrust paranoia and misguiadance I was happy, I was laghing , I was living now I'm crying, and I'm yelling and I'm screaming pain fills my vocals and the hurt overflows over my tounge and between my lips beneath the sadness, the hurt and the pain I still remain in search to become who I once was again!