Scream

I lie here In the darkness A soothing touch To my tired eyes Red rimmed Dried tears Dehydrated My throat raw Why Your words stabbed me Straight through the heart You watched My blood Soak through And as I cried You guilted me for it Say I should care Say I should do better Quit if I don't want to Think before you open your damn mouth I'm ashamed Of what I did And how I felt Cuz I wanna rip out your soul Shred it up Feel my pain My rage guilts me But your words tempt me I ran to my room I suffocated in my pillow Just to scream