Sciatica

I bite myself like a dog Until I feel human again I try to stop, but my brain is full of fog I'm almost stuck inside of a pen Now my eye won't stop twitching It's driving me mad Afraid she could be snitching About the things I said to make you sad My feet are numb But they were already cold To my tiredness, I will succumb I'm so young but feel so old My back hurts so bad I can't rest But I'm just a child And tomorrow I have a test My phone keeps buzzing And I know it's you But God, I'll give you a clubbing If you don't see yourself through I dream about all of my regrets Every single night My fears never fret I always wake up in a fright I can't sleep without a heated blanket It's the only way I can feel But my mom wakes me up "Damn it! Get out of bed, you eel!"