school

My stomache aching. feeling my heart beat racing feeling tears in my eyes concern These "what if..." thoughts because of school. it breaks me in thousend pieces they don't even care about you they just want another worker for society they don't care if you get panick attacks before school just because you're scared to fail. because you're scared to disapoint These faces that already tell you that you are a loser a pathetic loser what am I even doing here? adults tell me that work is way worse then school. But really? Just thinking of school makes me want to throw up makes me want to cry and don't get out of bed. just makes me feel like someone stabs a knife in my heart.