scarred to love

If you were to ask me if im ready for a relationship i'd probably say no but if you were to ask on a deeper level i'd say im absoutely petrified of being heartbroken again, being left empty and forgotten instantly. i'm sared of getting into a routine with someone again. n Scared of wanting, to spend the rest ot my life with someone who could just walkOUt any ninute, and i never want to feel that way again, i went through so much to fix a heart of the person i loved the most only to endup breaking mine in the end, i don't want to go through that again.