scarred

Years gone by yet seems like yesterday My naivety you saw and wanted to exploit My sadness you felt and got my weakness Listen to your heart,hear your thoughts clearly written yet ignored just for my selfishness Come! And off I went unknowing to the lions den At every step I took,the weight in my heart increased I knew I wasn't supposed to be there but for my desires The fight and tears meant nothing,they did nothing Making the way in , Like a little child ,I let of the fluids in me Damped and soaked every corner The disgust,the guilt,the fear,the shame All in one basket I carried so heavy as I walked back home, raining loud curses upon you as tears rolled down my face My fears and shame I still carry with me But by my healing I hope I forget.