Scared 😳

What will happen if we'll meet again? Will such a reunion break my dreams or exacerbate it? Will our marriage be simple or will my longing just exaggerate it? My knees buckling My head's sweating Thinking how I'll choose my words Will we be of the same or of two different worlds? Will I go out of control when it'll come to you? Or will I pretend to stay normal while my heart threatens to leap out of my chest? Will our reunion be a test? A test of our love, developed through a long distance at best? Scared like I am? Afraid you'll mess up?