scared

I'm so scared that I shake That my breath quickens That I sweat That I pant Like I just got trapped in a cage and never will be free Like I'm running miles from a murderer Like I'm in danger It's such a small thing that makes my body feel so much So much fear I just wanna be free like birds And wild animals But the fear always keeps me on the same place Doesn't let me see new things, Meet new people. It destroyes everything, Everything I could be, Every chance that I get. When I'm scared it feels like an electro shock that goes through my veins Like I would feel dizzy from being scared. I can't even go out of the house, In school, or any events normal because I'm scared. So so scared that I just want to throw up.