Scared

I didn't know what was happening  I didn't understand the door opening  My mom said it was always older men  It hurt more than being stabbed with a pen The more I said no  The more he said go  The more I moved  The more he proved I didn't tell anyone knowing if I told someone They wouldn't believe me  My side of the story never to be seen I didn't talk about it  Until the nightmares hit  That's when I thought I was crazy But you know what's really crazy  Being surrounded by people who Don't understand but say they do I was told I was being dramatic  Thinking I’m a drug addict