Saturday night

Its just a Saturday night like last week I'm laying bored in bed til I turn sick I took a nap earlier I only got a text from my hater Now I'm craving for attention But all my life I only knew neglection I only feel love in my head I'm the one touching my self in bed (...) But how do they find a lover? It's not that I suffer But I'd like to go out on Saturdays Someone who would like to stay I tried almost everything . But it lead to nothing I tried to act like a bitch Cast spells like a witch Well,it didn't worked It only made me a jerk (Pfff) Then they told me to be myself And give up all the rest ... It made them run Atleast I had fun! How to make you take me home? You're best friend's there,we could try a threesome! (Lol! No way. But who knows haha) I learned some tricks on the internet I should treat them like I treat my pets Or dark psychologic manipulation But it makes me flirt like I'm on a mission Playing hide and seek I FELL IN LOVE, GOD IM SO WEAK Push and pull But I have the sweetest soul How to make someone want me? Im giving all of me for free I give up, whatever I'll try again when I'm better Fortunately I'm a real slouch I'll spend my Saturday night on my couch -Mireille