Sadness

I have always been a sad soul, my mind always racing, I'm always aloof I sometimes wonder if you feel that way too. Do you? I always want a friend, a hopeful soul, maybe then, I can find what I'm yearning for. I'm tired of these lonely feelings, they suffocate me, even when I know I have people around. what is there to do? What can I even say? Will I always be this way?