sad girl

I'm a sad girl, people tell me I should just be happy, but what if that's not who I am? They ask if I'm okay. but they don't really want to know if I'm not. I've always been this hyper-sensitive, sad girl. But what if I choose happiness? Will my depression fade? Will I have more friends? Will my family love me more? What if I choose to be happy, from now on? Will my life improve? Will I become a better self? I guess I'll never know. But maybe I'll try. And even if there's the tiniest spark of hope... God knows I tried."