Sacrifice

I laugh, I smile but only if they knew I just wanted to die, but if I'm being completely honest, I want to live no Matter how much I try to hide it. I'm known as the funny and always happy friend but sometimes I feel like I'm in my death bed Drowning in my salty tears, here and there, it's everywhere. I try to hide my emotions so much to the point where I've mastered it. Others often seem annoyed with me, but my mother tells me it's just jealousy. I know it's not true because they often say hurtful things to me. Please just let me be. I wonder if I ended by life, would they finally smile? Maybe finally they would be alright. Thanks to the people who made it worthwhile, but now It's finally my time. My end shall be their happiness. Their smile makes my sacrifice worthwhile. -AnonymousWriter