Sacrifice

I want to sacrifice myself if only someone will assure me that things would set right if only- no one would suffer I want to sacrifice- and disappear into thin air will I ever get a chance ? people suffered even before I was born people suffered even after i was born - for me ? why did everything had to go this way ? what's so special about me ? what's the reason I was born between - all of these difficulties ? to suffer ? to flourish ? I can't give up now- that will make everyone suffer more I don't know what I should sacrifice I guess I'll live and find out the answer to my life- to all the sacrifices- their answer is me- what's my answer ?.