SA..

It's been a long time I can't stop thinking about it I've been told over and over again to just try but I can't stop thinking about it It's like it keeps on rewinding in my mind against my will I can't take it anymore Nothing is helping me I get scared whenever I am in a similar situation I hate it It's not helping Nothing is helping It's like a bad movie that i'm rewatching I wake up every night because of the same dream I just want these memories to go away I detach myself from friends and family in the hope that ill get better But in truth, i never will Because no one can help me No one can help me. I have to get through it myself but.. It's too hard to do by myself -☆