S0litude

Laugh and the world laughs with you . Weep and you somehow weep alone. Alone in a world full of people; I stare up at the black blanket of a sky dry that single tear that escapes my eye. I've accepted. full on committed. Committed to a life of anguish and self hatred. Why? I don't understand this war within or how to win, self medication and state dope taint my blood. When will it end? -when will I win?