s.. no more!

you're a lie you're a cheat, over indulge and just completely ruin what's possible for me. I can't understand the use for you other than to bring in another one of me. When you're available I'm overseas. when you are not available I reunite with my body language. but why can't I not think of you, stop bringing demons into my life by manipulation! stop writing plains. I had to regain control over your hallucinogen. quite reminding me of this lie, "it's so good I think you should try"! truthfully i say not. the sound smells like sin and the feeling tastes like unique misunderstood mistakes. all I get at the end is a blow of the corners edge and a false sense of work fulfillment. I don't need kids, leave me alone! I don't want to be connected to one's body without faith in our communication, leave me be. stop taunting me with your unjustifying actions. I'd rather cut cords with you then to concentrate on how to allow you to manipulate me. "be mad, I'm glad you feel that way! I don't need you, you destroy my day every time you bring it up."