ruthless pain.

I once was standing upon you all. My heart—full of love and joy. People around me— playing, running, smiling, hugging, laughing. Sounds familiar—I hope. The sound of childhood I spoke, but asking yourself you might be. What happened, my dear sweet pea? Life happened, you confused may be— O mala nuntia, Life happened. Teenage years became reality— I don’t know. Those ruthless people spoke and spoke, didn’t know when to stop. Saying horrible words I won’t say aloud they scream, my heart - too little, it burst out the seam. Years have passed.- I still see their faces pass before me,but their words no longer own me. I feel lighter. I feel great. And now it looks like it was worth the ruthless pain.