ruined it

you don't deserve my love, what did you ever do for me? you didn't love me. you LUSTED me. I gave it my all until the clouds in my head faded away. you started this just to make me stay. seeing how we'd work out together makes me angry you never tried to work. men are worthless. pieces of shit. no man deserves the quality of my love, no effort, no attempt. just physically touchin me, that's all you wanted. you didn't wanna date me, did you? then you rushed when i told you my golden rule, did you even want me? or was I a fling? someone or nothing?