routine rie

no matter how hard she tries she would never be good enough so she doesn't try she cries and cries Then she sleeps Then she wakes up ponders why she isn't good enough then she cries again and again and then sleeps Like a cycle she cant come out from. she wonders why she isn't good enough when she doesn't even try to be good let alone enough But when the days still listened she tried once then twice and tenth although the ending stayed thesame no matter how hard she tries she would never be good enough so she doesn't try and she ponders but this time a different thought why bother trying when the aching still remains And with that she goes to sleep and she wakes up And the cycle was lost ....like a whisper it was never heard again