Ro deta hu aksar...

Mai aksar yahi socha karta hu ki raat me jab so jaate hai sab usi samay kyu mujhe mere beeten lamhe yaad aate hai haste bhare din ko ek jhatke me hi kyu barbaad kar jaate hai Kabhi dil ke toh kabhi apno ke diye ghaav ko mehsus karta hu mai naa jaane kyu sabke saamne haste haste akele me hi rota hu mai Kabhi kabhi apni hi baaton ko yaad karta hu jyada kuch ho agar toh apne prabhu ko akele me hi bataya karta hu Apne aap se aksar baatein mai kiya karta hu kabhi kabhi apne akelepan se hi mai dara karta hu Waise toh mai akele rehana pasand karta hu naa jaane kyu fir bhi kabhi kabhi mai andhere me kuch seham saa jaata hu Yaad karke apne hi kuch lamhon ko aksar mai ro deta hu naa jaane kyu apne hi dil ki baatein mai kisi se chah kar bhi kar nahi paata hu Pichle saal ka beeta har lamha mujhe darata hai naa jaane kyu jab bhi mai kuch karne jaata hu mere saamne aake mujhe aur peeche kar jaata hai Peeche kar jaata hai.....