rhymes block #1

breathing in my cigarette smoke it makes me choke my life's a joke addiction leads me to the coke but I can't cope, life's just a joke... tonight the beast will feast on my sorrow maybe tomorrow he'll me borrow one more day to try again just pour my blood and tears into recovery yes I too have a dream just to fall again and then I'll turn to regret and pity myself as I chain smoke cigarettes say that I gave it my best when I cheated the tests and yet i look up at god and tell him he's gone when I never listened to a thing all along I'll go off like bomb, I let down my mom so once again I reach for the fucking bong.. watch take a really good thing and throw it away in less then a day I hold to hope and you bet I pray cause at this rate there may not be no more new days I don't know if I'll ever let go or if I let myself be alone and tell them all to go