Rewind

I was scared, so unprepared, so unaware do they even care? life just isn't fair. I sit and stare, wondering if your even there. melancholy dreams that burst into night terrors, drinched in this pain and I am the bearer. laughter in my head, sinking in my bed, wishing I was dead. one word was all i said. now I'm laying here kissing lead. The silence grows louder in my room, my hands are laced with doom, my heart is bathed in gloom. a crator on the moon. my lips are sealed, my hope is killed, my death revealed. Did you find it funny, darkness when its sunny, pockets bare of money. Now I see the sign, was the thought Devine, did my soul intertwine, someone press rewind.