revulsion

And when I see you lying on the couch, laughing at your phone, I get so angry How can you be so fine? So okay with what happened? How can you be so comfortable in my presence? You should be uncomfortable Guilt running through the veins of your body Until you feel like throwing up like I do when I think of what you did to me you should wish to sink into the ground every time you see me Repentance taking over your thoughts Until you fall to your knees Sobbing, begging me to forgive you but you don't you cant see your mistakes you expect me to be on my knees when I did nothing other than existing And that's how I can see how it won't change And you will do this again Again and again Until the scars I got from you become visible Even more than they already are that revulsion I feel about you is growing greater every time I see you And one day You might at least recognise this