restoration

I'm at the point in life where every choice I make and every step I take is pivotal and even with that pressure; my attention, my time, and my priorities are all being tugged in so many directions. Sometimes I just want some attention for myself whether it's from me or someone else, so I thank you again and again for showing me even the slightest amount of attention. You don't know it but you are restoring my happiness, my hope, but most importantly myself. After hearing so much that I talk too much or that I'm annoying and to shut up I shut down, I barely talk, rarely laugh aloud until now you say you want to hear me laugh you feel like you talk too much because I don't speak enough and that I should talk more, I should laugh more and you're glad to see that I have been feeling happy.