Repressed love

I don't know what happened to me I've denied it for so long and it's made me weak She's always on my mind She's everything I see My heart's been singing her name But I know she will never love me the same These feelings I've repressed Have flooded through and now I'm obsessed I'll admit it now I'll cry it out loud I'm in love But I want her to break my heart Tear my soul apart Destroy me at my core Then I'll never feel this way about her anymore