Remnants

Here I am, stuck in the past Reminiscing the moments of us Blaming myself that I can't treat you right Still wanna continue the story of us Remembering the day I first saw you I had an eye contact with you Thought you’ll be just a stranger But it’s more worst than I thought You became a part of my life, heart, soul Words still echo in my mind, Actions that made me feel loved Not minding the uneasiness of my soul One moment with you smiling, it broke me I saw you with someone Someone that I deeply treasured Oh... it’s my closest friend They saw 14’s vulnerable state, A glimpse of guilt and sadness Visible underneath their hazel eyes They thought one sorry is all it takes I genuinely loved him In return, I’m reciprocated with pain A stab in my heart that still stings Life’s cruel, 14 thinks No matter how many years had past I still long for his love, warmth, presence He is like a ghost that haunts when the dark mist devour me