Reminiscing over......

I remember when your arms were strapped around me and your hands vibrated when you firmly hugged me And I felt our heartbeat's intertwine such a pleasant feeling my heart jumped up to the ceiling I wished I could turn back time to that moment where everything was silent I remember the second time our eyes collided when I saw you looking like the sun when it rises from the horizon as my mouth was wide opened stunned by what I saw I get anxious when she makes me confused I just hope am not being used I remember when I heard "HI THERE" , two simple words that gave a warm chill tingle to the ear i will always be near Sometimes people ask why such a choice I tell them find what your heart yearns for and you won't get disappointed I remember when we had our first conversation the weather was humid and the sky was pale blue and I expressed my feelings towards you and now I ask who am I to YOU ! All I ever do is dwell on the past I want to run away from it but am not fast just reminiscing on my awful experience now you hear to change that you are like the eraser that will erase my past sometimes I day dream yet am holding on to the words you saying even though I feel like we fading