Reminisce of the past

Eyes tired at 3 am, Thinking about all the mistakes & Regret i have for waiting to late. To say I love you, As if the depression take over And my thoughts turn into reality, Thinking about her And the things she sacrificed For me and and my greed For hunger and my sin of sloth, Taking for granted of the things. I once thought was going to stay forever, now I look back into the past Full of sadness feeling numb, Waking up around 4 to 5 and sometimes 2 O clock with the first though Thinking when imma going to die...