Remember my soul

My love, I wish I could show you, How I felt as we turned Our infatuation into loathe. Tears kissed my cheeks, As soon as it rolled down on grief, And I felt it affected us both. Though it was all you, I still sit by the oriel and ponder, Did I turn you from diamond to coal? But I'm not blaming either of us, So, please when I'm apart Do remember my soul. Do you remember the oaths? That you made and I kept, Later I knew you meant the obverse. But how I wish you to, Take a good look in my heart And see how it started to disperse. I still keep wondering, Did I turn you from diamond to coal? But please, even when I'm apart Do remember my soul. -Laecy