remember last night

last night I met a man the longing to be loved and wanted gone he was nice unlike the other guys I fall for . but is he worth it, is he gonna break my heart into a billion pieces. there are too many shards to pick up already there is too many broken pieces of me to pick up the pieces . I am speechless beyond reason , I am lost beyond the fine lines of reality . I don't know what the fuck am doing , so am gonna leave me right there maybe someone can fix it.