Relieved Pain

Calming As i get a bit of relief.. I can't help but remember.. My heart..has a hole again.. As my chest rips apart.. I have been stripped of my happiness..smile..laughs For he was all.. I am not OK.. He hurt me.. He hurt me.. He hurt me.. He hurt me.. IT BURNING!?! MY EYES!?! MY HEART!?! MY CHEST!?! MY HEAD !?! Screaming on the inside.. I can't breath🙍🏾‍♀ The ought of your eyes and smile.. Takes my breath away every single time.. I hate it all Wasted time All of it and for what? All the effort.. To be left out to drown in my own tears🤦🏾‍♀.. You rlly did your dirt..how does it feel to know..you killed me! I can't recover..🙎🏾‍♀ Now I'm cold with a care in the world..you broke me.. And yet for I am Christian..thank the god Ought won't forgive ..of the ness..the essence of its give But I forgive ..and not for you..but for me.. For my god Cs i give him my soul But shall-ent forget an won't make the mistake twice As i ought in my thoughts its OK Because I'm have destiny's to full fill Yet now your to late for my heart thou is permanently closed..and I'm forever cold😉😘😂 My feelings for u forever burn..because it was not meant to be.. Calming.. Relief..