🖤Relief 🖤

I just need a second to breath its getting hard to see I feel unreal a face with no name I just need some relief but why can't I breathe ? am I drowning ? no I'm chocking someone's chocking me stop please just let me breathe ! to feel only but a moment of relief just set me free I'm screaming but no one hears me I just want a second to breath I kick, I scream why can no one hear me ? I look to my left I look to my right I'm alone so whose chocking me ? the hands tighten as the idea of relief fades away its me it's always been me its my hands chocking me why can't I set myself free ? I just need to breathe everything starts to fade every memory erased everybody's face nothing but a blur to me I can't breathe I feel disassociated from what use to be reality I feel unreal I just can't breathe I need to set myself free just let myself feel a moment of relief