relax

Sitting in my room I've been Barley getting by Waiting half a day for basic ass reply Most days u can't look me in my face or my eyes So when u say u love me it's a lot Ask me why loves dead to me it doesn't mean a thing Cuz when I say I wanna die u tell me just to leave U say that u need some space and u just need to breathe But u just want someone else that isn't fucking me All these thoughts racing thru my head I don't wanna think And the silence tend to ring when I cry myself to sleep I keep dyin in my dreams blood drying in my sheets I ain't never finding peace and it never finding me The things I have achieved are way beyond believe