Relapses

Relapses Hey. I'm back again,this another relapse. You tired huh? I just can't make disappear what i feel and when it collapse,I build it still. Come blame me,blame me for the confusion in you I caused. Does he love me?what does he want? That's what I think I caused. You once asked me that, didn't you? See I grew up in a world of thorns so I'm a lil rough up edges. You being a Rose means I should be gentle, you see you're something different. Beautiful you see. You being a Rose means I have to check my moves,I can't uproot you and not have a place to put you,see I gotta plan for you. I grip and let go of you every time so I don't harden my grip and ruin your petals but I let go for too long this time Cause ain't that another man's grip I see on you? Is he gentle? I hope he is But bae I learnt gentleness too. Not to seem cocky but I feel I can treat you better still. Does he hold you like I? Does he look you in eyes and make you feel a tremble in you? Does he ignite your fire? Cause I know i did. Said I'ma let you go this time but Rose,this an addiction I have of you. When I lose grip of you I lose that of I too. Can I hold your hips?kiss your lips And breathe life in you? I'm sorry for the relapse...