regret

you face a lot of regret, I feel, the indisisvness of my choices hate the feeling of it. all the choices I could've made, to live a happier life, being so young and regretting, her. never taking a chance on her. we talked for hours and hours last night, agreeing upon most every word. Id daze off for a moment, and I began to wonder, what it would be like if I had taken her offer. oh, how happy and good we could've been together. I think of it now like a decision that disappoints me greatly.. but why? the scandal is, she's in a relationship. a relationship she got in a month after my rejection. the awful part is, I am taken as well. I can not share this feeling with a living soul. I will just have to live with the regret, the regret of my own doing. I hope my very partner fulfills me, but his cluelessness causes me disappointment sometimes; it's something I've always wanted, but being a teenager in love, is hard.