reflection?

You stand in the mirror picking everything wrong with you,your face inches away from the mirror.This is a routine everyday you stand there waiting for one day to just be perfect.you hate to change your clothes or even shower because it means you have to look at your body or look at the extra skin you believe is there.Due too some stupid boys who think their everything. your friends could say anything to make you not believe them, but you always take their stupid remarks into your heart and you don't let them go. you add that to the things you think about when you look in the mirror when you dread looking in the mirror you're surprised it doesn't crack and at night you just cry in your pillow. wondering why? why can't I be perfect? why can't I look like everyone else? you sit in bed and scroll on your phone you think? wow, everyone is so pretty. why can't I look like that? I do everything I try. I try so hard but it never works. so again every morning every night you stand and look at the mirror picking out every bad thing about yourself.