red white and blues.

his favorite color was blue, like peace and tranquility was in the room. and only if he knew how much he meant to me. I swear we were meant to be. two hearts of different entities. till I meant him, my enemy. now all I feel is white, like a blank paper of a love letter I'll never write. don't need his bullshit in my life. do not wanna be his wife. i wish I could tell myself he was you. i swear that be a dream come true. but we all know that's a lie. I swear I wish to cut the tie. I don't like this tide I wish to change the sides. we know that's not you. now I'm left feeling confused, I'm singing blues, now all I feel is white, like a star on a dark and cloudy night. that's how it feels being suffocated all the time. I wish for him out of my sight.